Yesterday, I was enjoying a cup of black coffee and some small talk when a friend of mine asked me why would I wish to sleep with Ms. X and not with Ms. Y ? (Please don't think I won't be interested in sleeping with Mrs. Z, I would love that too.)
I tried answering the innocuous question posed by this gentle soul, but I knew my answer won't be clearly understood. Now that I have spent the better part of last night mulling over the question, I am better prepared to answer the question.
First and foremost, is the inchoate something; which can't be explained but seen in the eyes. Something bright, something lively, something that reminds me of childhood and nostalgic memories. Add to that gamut of nostalgia and cheerfullness, a look of understanding that defies everything else. This creates a spellbinding concoction which attracts me more than anything else.
Secondly, I think but not from my head. I have learnt how to defy reason. Thank GOD, I have learnt that. Reason can be so finicky at times that it can't actually be complete without its presumptions. Sometimes sparks fly, and I would prefer not to make sense when sensuality beckons.
Love, oh yes ! That's one thing I can't separate (most of the times) from the idea of sleeping with a female. But love, to me doesn't require being toghether for long. It can be an ephemeral moment
of joy, fleeting but full of itself, and full of bliss. The sweetness of it, sure to last a lifetime.
Remembrance is a form of meeting.
Forgetfulness is a form of freedom.
-Kahlil Gibran
I tried thinking more, I tried to come up with an answer consistent with my thoughts, consistent with my beliefs.........only to realize that there is no correct answer.... there can never be a correct answer to a partially correct question.
I wish to sleep with Ms. X and Mrs. Z, because I wish to sleep with them.....
Gentle soul, does that sound good for an answer??
I tried answering the innocuous question posed by this gentle soul, but I knew my answer won't be clearly understood. Now that I have spent the better part of last night mulling over the question, I am better prepared to answer the question.
First and foremost, is the inchoate something; which can't be explained but seen in the eyes. Something bright, something lively, something that reminds me of childhood and nostalgic memories. Add to that gamut of nostalgia and cheerfullness, a look of understanding that defies everything else. This creates a spellbinding concoction which attracts me more than anything else.
Secondly, I think but not from my head. I have learnt how to defy reason. Thank GOD, I have learnt that. Reason can be so finicky at times that it can't actually be complete without its presumptions. Sometimes sparks fly, and I would prefer not to make sense when sensuality beckons.
Love, oh yes ! That's one thing I can't separate (most of the times) from the idea of sleeping with a female. But love, to me doesn't require being toghether for long. It can be an ephemeral moment
of joy, fleeting but full of itself, and full of bliss. The sweetness of it, sure to last a lifetime.
Remembrance is a form of meeting.
Forgetfulness is a form of freedom.
-Kahlil Gibran
I tried thinking more, I tried to come up with an answer consistent with my thoughts, consistent with my beliefs.........only to realize that there is no correct answer.... there can never be a correct answer to a partially correct question.
I wish to sleep with Ms. X and Mrs. Z, because I wish to sleep with them.....
Gentle soul, does that sound good for an answer??
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